Well New Years wasnt so bad after all...

I chose the bar.

Nicely enough we had a little pre-drinking at Ross Moroz's house which was fun. Sitting shooting the shit is my idea of a good time. Apparently nobody elses but hey , i got my couple hours.

Then straight to New City. I drank some , not lots. Didnt want to spend money/want to finally be disease free.

Kara and Bryan and i made a pact not to ditch eachother but i did spend probably a good 45 minutes of 2 hours alone or with Mariza's boyfriend.But , whatever.boo hoo

Didnt see many people. Janine from Vic was there. She and i used to talk lots , she's a larf but had girly girl friends to attend to. Sammy Haas, always alright. I barely saw Lindsay Macneil but managed to squeeze a hug in. I miss her and there are few ways to contact her. Saw my brother's cute hippy ex. thats about it, nobody too special.

I didnt get to say goodbye properly to Mark or kara or Bryan either. I wanted to do that but oh well. It would be serious cosmic injustice if i never saw them again.

What i did get to do was have a pretty fun time dancing around like an idiot and hitting on girls way out of my league. Ringing in the fucking new year by dancing crazy to "Hey Ya" and "I walk the line" shall now be a ritual surely. So , yes , New Years not wasted. Not better than usual ,but definitely not worse. oh , "THE" kiss was with Kara. Its a retarded ritual which means nothing in my mind but there you have your answers.

I wish i could have had more FUN out here but i did feel emotionally at ease a bit reconnecting with old friends.

2003 wasnt fantastic. the chaos of moving brought a lot of excitement , change and interest. I like chaos in proper doses. But it was a year completely devoid of sexual anything. Celibate to the max. Didnt have a date or a kiss or a meaningful thigh rub.Its fairly odd looking back and realizing that.nothing. devoid. I hope the year ahead holds more. I'm going to dive bomb the fucker so it better be ready.

cross your fingers and your toes

CAM